ml. i like to talk to myself. i like snsd:)
2 super useful websites here.
http://sg.jobsdb.com/SG/EN/Resources/JobSeekerArticle/First%20quarter%20hiring?ID=602
http://sg.jobsdb.com/SG/EN/Resources/JobSeekerArticle/newswatch?ID=387
http://forum.brightsparks.com.sg/showthread.php?t=88
'"Those of you who study economics will know our economy is primarily a service driven one with a strong manufacturing wing that generates a lot of jobs. Current areas which require a lot of headcount include :
a) Marine & Offshore Engineering
b) Semiconductor Engineering
c) Banking & Finance (Back Office (treasury, risk mgmt etc) roles)
d) Banking & Finance ( Front office sales (private banking, relationship mgmt) roles)
e) Teaching
f) Media & Design
g) Life sciences & research
h) Entreprenuership"
Monday, March 12, 2012
2 super useful websites here.
http://sg.jobsdb.com/SG/EN/Resources/JobSeekerArticle/First%20quarter%20hiring?ID=602
http://sg.jobsdb.com/SG/EN/Resources/JobSeekerArticle/newswatch?ID=387
http://forum.brightsparks.com.sg/showthread.php?t=88
'"Those of you who study economics will know our economy is primarily a service driven one with a strong manufacturing wing that generates a lot of jobs. Current areas which require a lot of headcount include :
a) Marine & Offshore Engineering
b) Semiconductor Engineering
c) Banking & Finance (Back Office (treasury, risk mgmt etc) roles)
d) Banking & Finance ( Front office sales (private banking, relationship mgmt) roles)
e) Teaching
f) Media & Design
g) Life sciences & research
h) Entreprenuership"
and i did a career survey
| Extroversion | |||||||||||| | 36% |
| Emotional Stability | |||||||||||| | 40% |
| Orderliness | ||||||||||||||||||||| | 63% |
| Altruism | ||||||||||||||| | 50% |
| Inquisitiveness | |||||||||||||||||| | 53% |
You are a Planner, possible professions include - management consultant, economist, scientist, computer programmer, environmental planner, new business developer, curriculum designer, administrator, mathematician, psychologist, neurologist, biomedical researcher, strategic planner, civil engineer, intellectual properties attorney, designer, editor/art director, inventor, informational-graphics designer, financial planner, judge.
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ml 7:23 PM
Thursday, March 1, 2012
LONELY.
These few days my phone has been experiencing the same prb again - cant receive msgs. So I've not touched my phone for days. When the bill comes, i find my bill damn pathetic. Not that I overcalled or what, just that I only sent out 500+ msgs, which is peanuts compared to the 5000+ sent out by my sis. Like tt might as well terminate my contracr, since i don't really call ppl and i don't really sms that much nowadays.
Kinda miss the days when I used to sms matt. Not trying to say that i miss him. I really thought that I've gotten used to not smsing him anymore, but now i realised that it may not be so. Like sometimes when you're damn bored, you will just take out your phone to check if there's any new msgs or missed calls, and tada new msgs for u to reply, calls for u to make. But for me, no, nothing at all. Seriously I feel damn sad. Really damn sad. I feel as if I'm some stupid loner, or autistic kid. Nobody talks to me, and i don't talk to people.
K, today is my birthday. Even though I don't celebrate my birthday, I dont want it to be just like any other day of the year. I mean i would be damn happy as long as i receive birthday wishes, esp via sms or twitter. I dont really appreciate tt much when ppl wish me on fb, coz it's like most of the ppl wish u coz of the fb birthday reminder. Imagine if there's no fb bdae reminder, who will still rmb ur bdae huh? Maybe except for ur super close friends?
Anw, i just find it damn irritating tt i actually made the effort to go send bdae wishes via sms at 12am sharp, or rather missed by a few mins lah. But just nw as I'm waiting for bdae smses, i can still see my friend tweeting, chatting w others on twitter, n totally forgotten tt ah meng's bdae falls on 1 march, ie today! K lor, i sound desperate, but i believe tt ppl will feel the same way too.
K whatever, Im gng to spam bdae msgs, use my phone to send to myself. Next time,i shall either dao ppl, or jus wish them happy bdae during the last few hrs of the day.
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ml 1:50 AM
I always have this habit of thinking about a lot of stuff, while playing computer games.
So today, while I was playing tetris, I was wondering if I would ever get married.
And I think there's a high chance that I would end up as some old maid. But I really like kids a lot leh, so I must get married. Maybe there's alternatives like, adopting a child? But I want my own child!
:(
Saturday, February 25, 2012
I always have this habit of thinking about a lot of stuff, while playing computer games.
So today, while I was playing tetris, I was wondering if I would ever get married.
And I think there's a high chance that I would end up as some old maid. But I really like kids a lot leh, so I must get married. Maybe there's alternatives like, adopting a child? But I want my own child!
:(
ml 8:11 PM
I wanna bitch about someone but i don't dare to do it here.
Monday, February 20, 2012
I wanna bitch about someone but i don't dare to do it here.
Anw changed my blogskin. Actually im still using my old codes, which explains why the headings etc are so plain and ugly. Luckily yoona saved my blog haha.
ml 10:44 PM
I think I'm mentally prepared that I'll be going to poly, and not uni. Coz I know I flunk my chem, maths, econs and phy esp (that's everything).
Tuesday, February 14, 2012
Stay strong
I think I'm mentally prepared that I'll be going to poly, and not uni. Coz I know I flunk my chem, maths, econs and phy esp (that's everything).
But I totally excluded the possibility of failing GP. And that's super high chance of failing GP, coz I do not have much concrete evidence. In fact, even if those that I used are, I'm just like crapping all the way and the marker probably wont be convinced by me lah sianzz.
Worse, it's an agree/disagree qn, meaning you should just state your stand and answer the question by agreeing/disagreeing and explain, evaluate etc right? I didn't. I did it totally in a different way. State conditions.
I dont know why. Maybe I find it easier to follow, esp for people like me?
But if the marker doesn't like your style of writing, then that's it. Your fate, accept it.
I've been psychoing myself everyday, that I'll be going to poly, coz I screwed up my H2 subjs and H1 subj, totally ignoring the possibility of me failing GP. High chance somemore.
But now, as days pass, with 2 March the big day nearing, I'm really more and more afraid.
I nda get myself mentally prepared, so damn prepared that I wont break into tears on that day. Like what XX says, stay strong.
Whatever it is, I've once made a promise to my god that I'll do my best in whatever I do in the future, esp in my studies, if my god lets me win TOTO.
Apparently I didn't win lah, and I rlly dont know if my god really exist not.
But whatever lah, if I'm really going to poly, I will work hard le, coz I dont want to be useless, and I can't lose to my sis in poly haha.
K, stay strong,
people don't have the chance to go poly, but i hav, lol.
ml 6:37 PM
I had a nightmare this morning, followed by a nice dream after I cried myself to sleep.
You know people always said let bygones be bygones, and don't go think about the past.
I've tried, but it's really hard not to be reminded of the past. It's like some random stuff that you see could link to the things that happened in the past. And it's really scary coz it happened so quickly, so fast that you don't even know how did you recall the past.
Tuesday, January 31, 2012
I had a nightmare this morning, followed by a nice dream after I cried myself to sleep.
You know people always said let bygones be bygones, and don't go think about the past.
I've tried, but it's really hard not to be reminded of the past. It's like some random stuff that you see could link to the things that happened in the past. And it's really scary coz it happened so quickly, so fast that you don't even know how did you recall the past.
Worse, you get nightmares. Super random nightmares, when normally you don't even think about your past. Worst, you wake up and cry. You wanna talk to somebody about it, but they will probably just say, "Hey, don't think about it alr lah, everything's over le."
But it's not that easy to let go of everything, even if i wish, it's like forever stuck in my head. I can't get that damn thing out, you know.
I really regret for whatever stupid things that I've done in the past.
No wonder people don't like me, and see me as a bitch somemore, scold me behind my back, kicked my chair in the audi(sec sch), and even asked their friends if they want any entertainment not.
And I have to act strong and hold back my tears, coz they will just find me humorous and call me a crybaby. That's very torturing.
Not trying to be emo here, but really that's what I felt that time. And nobody could really help me, except for some friends who sat down with me, and gave me tissue paper when I cried. And a good friend who talked to me on phone, consoling me for like 1-2 hours.
Some ignored. Those that disliked me cursed. And threatened to call police, just because I spammed her blog. Lame right. Waste taypayers' money only.
Ok, I admit that it's my fault for being childish and nasty for spamming unpleasant comments. But seriously, there's just something wrong with her character lah. A lot of people really disliked her at that time, and her "close" friends all drifted away from her. This did not happen only in secondary sch, but also in her jc class.
K, I'm reminding myself about her agn.
ml 2:14 PM
A few days late, or rather one mth late
but really need to post this here to remind myself that in 2012,
I will have to:
1. be more guailan, but not in such a way that people think they can fool and joke around with me, i totally hate that.
2. be louder. Yes, louder, most of the time I'm too soft that's why.
3. do more good deeds. Must not avoid those volunteers who are asking for donations, give up seats MORE WILLINGLY to elderlys and pregnant ladies etc. Not that I dont give up my seat to those needy, but there's always a little sense of unwillingness in me. I always think that its just damn unfair lah. Like I always stupidly go sit at the elderly seats, then end up I'll always auto give up my seat, while some asshole beside me just act ignorant?
4. be more 计较. Sometimes I'm just too kind, too kind no good.
5. be more hardworking.
6. be more friendly.
7. WORK FASTER.
8. behave more like a girl. even though I'm nt a pretty girl, but i'm still a girl.
9. learn how to be stronger, esp emotionally.
10. brush up on my teochew or hokkien, so that i'm on par with my relatives.
K, that's all, can't think of anymore.
Anw, was back from indo 2 days ago. It's been like 2-3 years since my family went back to indo for cny. Only received 13 angpow, max $50 from my mum, $20 from auntie's friend; min Rp5000 which is damn pathetic coz it's less than S$1. You may say that hey indo currency is small so can buy lots of stuff in indo, but you're wrong. Rp 5000 is not even enough to buy one packet of keropok hor. Then I so old already, ask me to go buy sweets isit?
Next, majority of my relatives are damn shocked to see that my mum has a super duper pretty daughter, eh, not me, is my sis. They keep praising her non stop, like I'm invisible. I rlly highly suspect that I've been accidentally swopped with another baby at the hospital, until one of my cousins said that I resemble my mum alot. Fine. :)FAIL x1.
Maybe it was me who started it, or rather it was my cousin's kid who is the super damn big mouth, somehow my uncles and aunts got to know that my sis got a boyfriend and he's from indo. Furthermore, his mum's from tanjung pinang, same as my mum. Yeah, so they kept asking my sis bout him, and SUDDENLY, my 二婶 asked me, "梦玲，你有没有交男朋友？". I smiled and said, "没有leh:)". VERY SENSITIVE QUESTION coz one guy once told me that "你做鸡都没有人要". K, FAIL x2.
Ok, no fail stuff le, but rlly wanna say that my cousins damn cool. I have not met them for like don't know how many years, and even though it maybe only 2-3 years, it rlly does matter a lot as people rlly could change alot, esp guys. K, this 2 cousins are adopted so of course they dont look like each other lah. One damn short (shorter than me i dont know why), one damn tall (exceed 180 i think), and they are rlly good drivers. They rented 2 7-seater cars specially for cny, and drove all of us here and there. Both of them drive rlly damn cool one. The younger bro drives like racing with his elder bro, his dad(my uncle) and other motorists on the road. So what happened was that for a couple of times, there are motors which blocked his path, so he immediately bushuang or sth, honked twice at them and they had to give way to him. He drives at a super high speed, and is always overtaking other cars. When i say overtake, it means that he's doing it on purpose, like die die wanna win kind. The elder bro tends to be more careful, so i would say his driving is more steady lah. He normally dont overtake people until 3 of the cars travelled on a quite deserted road, he suddenly overtake the other 2 cars. I was sitting at the back, and was like wow, he suddenly chiong alr.
Anw, wouldn't it be sad if you have a 20yrs old face but you have a small body? esp if you're a guy.
Saturday, January 28, 2012
A few days late, or rather one mth late
but really need to post this here to remind myself that in 2012,
I will have to:
1. be more guailan, but not in such a way that people think they can fool and joke around with me, i totally hate that.
2. be louder. Yes, louder, most of the time I'm too soft that's why.
3. do more good deeds. Must not avoid those volunteers who are asking for donations, give up seats MORE WILLINGLY to elderlys and pregnant ladies etc. Not that I dont give up my seat to those needy, but there's always a little sense of unwillingness in me. I always think that its just damn unfair lah. Like I always stupidly go sit at the elderly seats, then end up I'll always auto give up my seat, while some asshole beside me just act ignorant?
4. be more 计较. Sometimes I'm just too kind, too kind no good.
5. be more hardworking.
6. be more friendly.
7. WORK FASTER.
8. behave more like a girl. even though I'm nt a pretty girl, but i'm still a girl.
9. learn how to be stronger, esp emotionally.
10. brush up on my teochew or hokkien, so that i'm on par with my relatives.
K, that's all, can't think of anymore.
Anw, was back from indo 2 days ago. It's been like 2-3 years since my family went back to indo for cny. Only received 13 angpow, max $50 from my mum, $20 from auntie's friend; min Rp5000 which is damn pathetic coz it's less than S$1. You may say that hey indo currency is small so can buy lots of stuff in indo, but you're wrong. Rp 5000 is not even enough to buy one packet of keropok hor. Then I so old already, ask me to go buy sweets isit?
Next, majority of my relatives are damn shocked to see that my mum has a super duper pretty daughter, eh, not me, is my sis. They keep praising her non stop, like I'm invisible. I rlly highly suspect that I've been accidentally swopped with another baby at the hospital, until one of my cousins said that I resemble my mum alot. Fine. :)FAIL x1.
Maybe it was me who started it, or rather it was my cousin's kid who is the super damn big mouth, somehow my uncles and aunts got to know that my sis got a boyfriend and he's from indo. Furthermore, his mum's from tanjung pinang, same as my mum. Yeah, so they kept asking my sis bout him, and SUDDENLY, my 二婶 asked me, "梦玲，你有没有交男朋友？". I smiled and said, "没有leh:)". VERY SENSITIVE QUESTION coz one guy once told me that "你做鸡都没有人要". K, FAIL x2.
Ok, no fail stuff le, but rlly wanna say that my cousins damn cool. I have not met them for like don't know how many years, and even though it maybe only 2-3 years, it rlly does matter a lot as people rlly could change alot, esp guys. K, this 2 cousins are adopted so of course they dont look like each other lah. One damn short (shorter than me i dont know why), one damn tall (exceed 180 i think), and they are rlly good drivers. They rented 2 7-seater cars specially for cny, and drove all of us here and there. Both of them drive rlly damn cool one. The younger bro drives like racing with his elder bro, his dad(my uncle) and other motorists on the road. So what happened was that for a couple of times, there are motors which blocked his path, so he immediately bushuang or sth, honked twice at them and they had to give way to him. He drives at a super high speed, and is always overtaking other cars. When i say overtake, it means that he's doing it on purpose, like die die wanna win kind. The elder bro tends to be more careful, so i would say his driving is more steady lah. He normally dont overtake people until 3 of the cars travelled on a quite deserted road, he suddenly overtake the other 2 cars. I was sitting at the back, and was like wow, he suddenly chiong alr.
Anw, wouldn't it be sad if you have a 20yrs old face but you have a small body? esp if you're a guy.
ml 10:54 PM